thursday randomness & your opinion please

I’m still chowing down on the energy balls I posted about a few days ago.  I mentioned I was only going to do 1/2 of the honey and this was a mistake.  They didn’t stick together well, so now I just eat it with a spoon.  I kid you not, many of my co-workers already made them as well.  We are addicted.

I had to grab lunch on the go today - this was very tasty!
Nothing to do with energy balls… I had to grab lunch on the go today – this was very tasty!

I felt crummy yesterday.  I’m sure it was a combo of going all out with some foods I’ve been avoiding and my stomach rebelled.  Then of course, my stomach is just an asshole.  Here’s the thing though – I mentioned my plan for New Orleans a while ago.  I’m so excited to go there and I don’t want to overly limit my intake of the amazing culture; visual, audio and ALL THE FOOD.  The scary part is if one day puts me on my buns, what is four days going to do to me?  Should I start eating crappy prior to the trip to get my stomach ready?  I’m serious – I really am wanting your opinion.

#scared

This morning, I had absolutely no energy to get out of bed.  After laying there for a good 15 mins, I realized I was going to be late and finally planted my feet on the floor.  I knew it was going to be a two coffee day.  Mid-morning, anxiety decided it was time to remind me what a small panic attack was like.  I went to pick up one of my meds and apparently, my doc discontinued it.

so am I

Ummm…  so I hit up some tapping exercises again.  As much as I want to depend on meds less, they are still first in line when I’m having a hard time.  It’s a habit.  I’m a work in progress.  Oh and I didn’t give in to my coffee desire.  It was hard to avoid – there is a comfort level with this beverage but I figured it would only increase the anxiety.  Sometimes making the right choice is stupid.  Hopefully a run will help even more.

Okay – gripe session: how is it that Michiganders, who have lived in MI for quite some time and are used to parking in the snow, can’t figure out HOW TO PARK IN A PARKING LOT?!  This morning and afternoon it looked like per-schoolers arranged the cars.  We already have limited spots for staff and the cars were all over the place.  It boggles and irks me to no end.  Learn how to park, you weirdos!

My day today?  It was a mega m&m kind of day…

I can't eat a whole bag of these at once so it's nice to piece them out & still get a good chocolate fix
I can’t eat a whole bag of these at once so it’s nice to piece them out & still get a good chocolate fix

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